Alright, so I have a confession. I love Kristen Stewart so freaking much. I mean, in the 'favorite actress' way, not the "OMG YOU'RE SO FLIPPING AMAZING" love. She's not really even my favorite actress (Drew Barrymore, Helena Bonham Carter, a couple others I can't remember at the moment) but I really like her. Not in twilight, so much (not a big fan of the series) but just in general; I like her clothing style and I like how she takes freaking gorgeous pictures.
ANYWAY, that's enough of a blubber. I, obviously, am 5'9 and overweight, and I will never look like her, but that's okay, because I don't really want to. Honestly, that would be a little creepy for me. But I do want to lose weight until I'm healthy, and yeah. Like I said, enough.
AT ANY RATE, guess what! I lost a pound already, and I still have thirteen hours of my thirty hour fast left. The hard thirteen hours, the ones when I'm unfortunately awake. But the hunger hasn't kicked in yet (maybe my body is resigned?) so I think I'm probably alright. Like I said, carrots may be eaten. I'm trying to decide if today should be a purge day (just water, maybe tea) or if I should indulge in my favorite beverages. I'll probably strike a balance.
And, so I don't binge come midnight, I know what I'm going to eat. My mom made pasta last night (miserable, right? One of the hardest moments so far) and there's some left over. She thinks I'll eat for lunch, but I'll save it till tonight. There's not that much, and so I won't overeat. Even though it IS pasta. Ah well.
I've run out of things to say. I'm at 197, so I'll probably start reading/editing, unless I wimp out and go back to my old plan (Stephen King) and wait till 195. Who knows? You shall. Tomorrow, or later today. Blogging is mildly therapeutic, so I may be on several times today. Anyway, love you all!
Sophie Ellen
STATS: Pounds: 197 BMI: 29.1
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