but a bad day weight-wise. See, my mom brought home this huge can of Dinty Moore's beef stew, and I want to eat it all. I haven't had beef stew in months, and I'm so looking forward to it - hopefully it'll be all I eat. Wait, don't I control how much I eat? Yes, I do. Alright, let's revise - this will be all I eat.
Have I mentioned how incredibly jealous I am of the United States right now? I want to see Alice in Wonderland so badly. Ahh!
Also, I had an interesting, rather encouraging thought. When I look at the scale and see those (disappointing) numbers, I always seem to have the thought, "This will be the pound I can't lose." Like I'll never be able to lose weight again. But sure enough, two or three days later, it's a lower number, and my hope is encouraged. Strange, isn't it? I could probably save myself a lot of heartbreak if I just accepted that I will lose those pounds, if I don't give up. Maybe not as soon as I'd like, but I've always been a bit of a procrastinator, and I don't suppose that will change. Still, I have hope of being a healthy weight by college, and being 150 or less by the time I hit next december. ANYWAYS, love you all! I read that Stephen King at 193 (The Running Man) and it was wonderful, of course. Dead Zone at 188!
Sophie Ellen
STATS: Pounds: 192 BMI: 28.4
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