I made a deal with myself. I made a deal that I wouldn't weight for at least 3 or 4 days, and here's why: I was getting beyond obsessive. After ever meal, every time I went to the bathroom, after every cup of water I drank... So I decided to take a few days off. Not something I recommend, by the way - unless you're obsessing like I was! I started weighing everyday awhile ago and I regret nothing about it, just my own lack of self-control. But I can't focus too much on weight, right? Because that's wrong and will destroy my life.
In other news, I'm going back home in ten days!! EEEK! I'm so flipping excited to see my friends! And I know it's going to be a weight disaster because I haven't been to the states in half a year, and I'm going to be eating out as much as possible, or eating my grandma's delicious cooking. I know, I know! But I've been really hard on myself this month to prepare for it, and I'll try and exercise every day.
I'm also going to visit my old school... weird. It feels like forever since I've been there. Anyways, I need to go get ready for church, love you all!
Stats: I honestly don't know!
Sophie Ellen
About Me
- SophieEllen
- I'm just a regular teenager, almost nineteen, who struggles with weight. Sounds familiar, yes? But I'm going to do something about it. I know I've indulged in food my entire life, and it's resulted in a disgusting and unhealthy body, but I have hope that I have the strength to fight through it. After all, the only one who can stop me is me - and I can take her. :D If no one reads this, that's okay. But for others out there, I hope that we can lend each other support as I chronicle my journey that will (WILL) end in me being a healthy weight.
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