Day Two!

Hello, loves!
Alright, so I survived last night, but barely. We had melted cheese over meats and vegetables, and I didn't exactly succeed in not eating much. It was delicious, and, unfortunately, so was the desert afterwards. However, I took the stairs the entire way home (through the metro, apartment, etc), and managed to not lose any weight! Yay! Unfortunately, my stomach is growling fiercely this morning, and I think I'm going to tell it no. Everyone says that eating breakfast helps you lose weight, but in my experience, waiting till lunch has always helped me lose more.
Today is first day of Christmas vacation with the entire family, and I'm dreading the amount of food we're going to have. Not healthy food either, stuff like chips and dip, fattening soup, and the like. Ack! My new goal is mainly to survive the holiday, maybe lose three pounds, but more if I can manage, of course. I've been listening to good music, I'm getting inspired, so I should be okay!
Bad news: Feeling a little inadequate, and I'm totally aversed to food at the moment. I'm hungry, but the idea of eating makes me a little nautious. Is that good? And also, I'm feeling a bit out of touch with my friends. Understandable, because sine I moved a few thousand miles away, we don't get to talk as much. Problem? One friend who's really important to me has randomly decided to start ignoring me (Seriously? I thought I was done with that when I graduated middle school!) and I can't exactly go over and make him talk.
Good news: Optimistic for the future, more determined than ever. I wasn't strong last night, and I've been thinking of that pound I could be down if I hadn't eaten as much. But I'll make it!
Plan for the blog: I need to find a way to make it less of a journal and more entertaining, right? Maybe find some jokes or something. :) SOOOO....
Stats: Pounds: Still 210 BMI: Still 31
Alright, let's hang in there!
Sophie Ellen

First Post Ever!

Well, hello my darlings!
Alright, I'm going to be perfectly honest, I don't expect anyone to read this. I hope you do, however, and I'll try to make it as inspiring as I can!
I'm going to be totally honest with you guys, okay? As of this moment, I am 5'9 at 210 pounds, which has a BMI of 31. Totally not acceptable, I know, but in the last couple of months I've lost 20 pounds, and I can see the difference. Success inspires me more than failure, and so I'm creating this blog to tell of my adventures!
So today... uneventful so far, although my family IS going to dinner at our friend's house. This is a friend, bless her heart, who piles so much food on your plate you feel ready to explode by the time dinner is over - and then she hands out desert! In order to prepare for such an event, I had a late breakfast and no lunch. I've also danced around my room to my ipod, just to get my heart pumping. I have to get ready to leave, so...
Stats as of now: Pounds - 210. BMI - 31.
Keep hanging in there, loves! We'll make it!
Sophie Ellen