Day Two!

Hello, loves!
Alright, so I survived last night, but barely. We had melted cheese over meats and vegetables, and I didn't exactly succeed in not eating much. It was delicious, and, unfortunately, so was the desert afterwards. However, I took the stairs the entire way home (through the metro, apartment, etc), and managed to not lose any weight! Yay! Unfortunately, my stomach is growling fiercely this morning, and I think I'm going to tell it no. Everyone says that eating breakfast helps you lose weight, but in my experience, waiting till lunch has always helped me lose more.
Today is first day of Christmas vacation with the entire family, and I'm dreading the amount of food we're going to have. Not healthy food either, stuff like chips and dip, fattening soup, and the like. Ack! My new goal is mainly to survive the holiday, maybe lose three pounds, but more if I can manage, of course. I've been listening to good music, I'm getting inspired, so I should be okay!
Bad news: Feeling a little inadequate, and I'm totally aversed to food at the moment. I'm hungry, but the idea of eating makes me a little nautious. Is that good? And also, I'm feeling a bit out of touch with my friends. Understandable, because sine I moved a few thousand miles away, we don't get to talk as much. Problem? One friend who's really important to me has randomly decided to start ignoring me (Seriously? I thought I was done with that when I graduated middle school!) and I can't exactly go over and make him talk.
Good news: Optimistic for the future, more determined than ever. I wasn't strong last night, and I've been thinking of that pound I could be down if I hadn't eaten as much. But I'll make it!
Plan for the blog: I need to find a way to make it less of a journal and more entertaining, right? Maybe find some jokes or something. :) SOOOO....
Stats: Pounds: Still 210 BMI: Still 31
Alright, let's hang in there!
Sophie Ellen